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Laughter In The Fist

by Brown Leg

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THE ONE WHO GOT AWAY Sometimes I feel like a bridge that just won’t hold, the weight that I carry home from stories untold. It’s hard to remember the way you looked at me, but I can still feel you I guess that I’ll always be… Waiting for the one who got away! Look at me, there’s nothing more to say. Waiting for the one who got away! I’m living now but long for yesterday. It’s been such a long time but I don’t feel that way. I wish to believe in a word that would make it ok. It’s hard to imagine the pain that was given to me. You said I deserve it so now I will always be. Chorus Keep on holding to you.. Keep on holding on… Solo Chorus
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Our Tomorrow 04:37
OUR TOMORROW Wake up boys, better put on your clothes. There’s people waiting there for you. A crowd that’s begging, for this extension. I think you know just what to do. Come on! Behind the curtain, tell me what do you see? “Well I don’t know, but damn, she’s looking fine to me”. Tell me something! What am I supposed to do? Tell me something! ‘Cause I feel lost without a clue. Tell me now, these feelings keep controlling me. I tried to see our tomorrow, I need to read between the lines. I cannot see our tomorrow, I guess I just ignored the signs. I’ll give up smoking, just to see you again. I’ll drive you straight to N.Y.P. I still remember, the way you touched me. When they are not allowed to see. Chorus I tried to see our tomorrow, but all I see are blinding lies. I cannot see our tomorrow, I want to see it through your eyes. Solo Tell me now, these feelings keep controlling me. I tried to see our tomorrow, I need to read between the lines. I cannot see our tomorrow, I guess I just ignored the signs. I tried to see our tomorrow, but all I see are blinding lies. I cannot see our tomorrow, I want to see it through your eyes.
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Neena's Lie 03:53
NEENA’S LIE You keep feeding me lies, you said you were at home when you were there all the time. I took a chance with you, but all I got was anger and he threatened me too. The difference makes me doubt, but I can’t live without… You and all the things you do, the trouble that you give me and a reason too. When you’re close I’ve gone too far, leaving me in pain and yet without a scar, My fear has, filled your heart. A failure, from the start. Baby all that I need A single glance will do It’s the air that I breathe Of all the words I’ve seen The best come late at night When they light up my screen. Some say I should be aware, but they don’t know the meaning of the feelings we share. Some say “everyone can see”, but in the end they’re jealous of you and me. When staring in your eyes… I don’t recall the lies I’m living. Come on! Solo Chorus
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BEEF CURTAINS I’ve been trying to call but honey you’re not there. It’s not a reason for shame, I promise I won’t stare. ‘Cause if you really want to, there’s a way. But you won’t answer my calls, there’s nothing more to say. Breaking up is easy when it’s done. Already hard to remember how it all began. And I don’t want to lie ‘cause I’ll be missing you. You will need to accept the fact that we are through. I went by your house but there was no one around. And when I called up your mom, she ran me into the ground. ‘Cause if you really want to, there’s a way. Don’t lower your shorts, because I’ll be leaving today. It’s time to let you know. The way you look down there those curtains makes me sick, I’ve seen them swell 4 inches thick. I need to let it go. They’ve been haunting me for some time, now I’m scared to eat…. Well anyway.. I’ve thought about you every now and then. I just don’t want to see your swollen curtains again. If you really want to, there’s a way.. You need to call up the doc, so he can take them away. Chorus Solo Chorus
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I’M STILL HERE I realise the pain I’ve caused, I realised too late. Never thought I’d care so much, I guess they call it fate! Oh why can’t I decide on, you and me? I can’t just close my eyes and let it go or let it be. When I’m still here (I’m still here). And you’re still there. I need to find the antidote to free my mind of you. Screaming voices in my head, just tell me what to do. Oh why did I just stand aside and wait? I can’t just close my eyes and let it go is it too late? When I’m still here (I’m still here). And you’re still there (you’re still there). Remember when (remember when). When I’m feeling sad and helpless, all alone and falling down. When I need someone to catch me, you’re the only one who can. I need you now. It all seems like a puzzle, you’re too difficult for me. Been turning every piece, but the solutions I don’t see. Hold on to what you believe is what they say. But I just don’t believe in anything, in any way. ‘Cause I’m still here (I’m still here). And you’re still there. Chorus Solo Chorus
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FEELINGS REMAIN Waking up with you inside my head, I hear the music softly fade… away. I hear your voice and see your face, they need to pick me up again today. I’ve never felt this lost before, it’s tearing me apart but that’s okay. Are you there? And do you care? Are you still here? ‘Cause all I need, is someone to hang on to. You and me, I’m trying to hide. You and me, the tears I have cried. But it’s not changing, And feelings still remain. I’m not complaining, just trying to refrain. But I can’t seem to, it all comes back to you. Solo I feel regret about things I’ve done, but not for ever looking in your eyes, that day. And every time I seem them now, the light inside of me just slowly dies, away. Pre Chorus Solo Waking up with you inside my head I hear the music softly fade, away. Pre Chorus Chorus
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April Fools 04:24
APRIL FOOLS I just can’t believe the way you look at me, so what do you imply? Don’t you know that truth can still be found, when you start searching for a lie. I’m back where I started (on my own) Not anymore. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I’m still standing. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I’m still playing you, like a fool. I just can’t believe the words you spoke, when you came barging through my door. With all the things you broke I hope you came and found the meaning you were looking for. We’re back where we started (on our own) Not anymore. Chorus You can’t give, what I need. Please don’t take, this from me… Solo We may never find the answer or know the reason why. Chorus Like a fool. (3x)
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MADE IN HEAVEN It’s so unreal, seemed like I was dreaming. Happiness and fear walk side by side. Chaos rules, children are run over. They run away, but there’s no place to hide. Waking up, seeing what had happened. Screaming, burning people running by. And while the pain kept on growing bigger, I closed my eyes… I said a prayer, saw a light, said goodbye, and I waited to die. There’s nothing inside my mind, no plan to get us out. Some angry people asking me what this is all about. And a frightened familiar face, kept asking me to stay. But how could I calm her knowing that we’ll never get away? I’m standing by, this waste of life… An endless wave of pain, I’m looking for a helping hand. (Standing) by, this waste of life… An endless wave of pain I’m looking for the helping hand. A light from heaven, reflects you like a star. The captain on his ship, you took it all too far. I lived up to expectations that you did never see. We got our second chance and I know it’s meant to be this way. When they said that you we’re dying, they thought it was the end. But when my, only wish came true… God gave me back my friend. Chorus I’m standing by, this waste of life…
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HOLDING FROM DEEP When I first saw you in that place, I knew you’d end up on my face, because I want to. Live this night without regret, don’t be someone I’ll forget, because I want to, hear you breathing. Do you want me? I want you! Do you need me? I need you! Throw me down and climb on top, keep on coming please don’t stop, because you want to. I’m not me when I’m with you, I can’t believe the things we do, but I want to, hear you screaming. Chorus Laughter in the fist… Solo Chorus
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SOMEWHERE IN TIME I don’t need an answer, ’cause I know the reason why. I just can’t come to terms with this, when there’s nothing to deny. I always thought that you would say: “there’s nothing I could do”. But somewhere down the line I proved you wrong when I lost you. How I wish that you could see. I would gladly give you, all that’s left inside of me. Somewhere in time. We live our lives in hope to find, a reason that was left behind. Somewhere in time. I’m here without you now, forever confined. Solo I always thought that you would say: “there’s nothing I could do”. But somewhere down the line I proved you wrong when I lost you. I would gladly give you, all that’s left inside of me. Chorus Solo Chorus
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Alone 03:37
ALONE The world surrounds all of us, but somehow you feel like you’re all on your own. There’s nowhere to run to, and there’s no place to hide, it’s hard to explain, but you feel it inside. Hold on, you are not alone! Hold on, you are not alone! Holding on to someone or just anything at all. Hold on, you are not a, you’re not a, you’re not alone. The words you put down seem to fade, away, like sea washed them clear from the sand. ‘Cause sometimes there’s nothing, no more things left to say. and some words unsaid, simply faded away. Hold on, you are not alone! Hold on, you are not alone! Holding on to someone or just anything at all. Hold on, you are not a, you’re not a, you’re not alone. You’re not alone. Solo Hold on, you are not alone.! Hold on, you are not alone! Holding on to someone or just anything at all. Hold on, you are not a, you’re not a, you’re not alone. Come on!

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released July 15, 2013

Debut Album by Brown Leg. Recorded by Ralf Neels, Produced by Brown Leg, Mixed by Patrick Muhren @ Studio Arnold Muhren, Mastered by Erwin Maas @ E-Mastering, Cover Art by Yann Guyt, Band Photo's by Rene Schilder, Distribution by Barrel King Records. All Rights Reserved.

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Brown Leg Volendam, Netherlands

Brown Leg, the POWERCORE band from the Netherlands, have finished their debut album Laughter in the Fist! POWERCORE is the word that comes to mind whenever we hear our songs. The album is now online for you to listen to and buy. Enjoy!

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